Been a rough couple of days, but today I:
Got a whole bunch of FroYo for free
Got a free burger
Played lots of board games
Got a lot of new nail polish
And am now on my way out for a steak dinner!
Good start to be 20.
it’s definitely not, in any way, his call to make. If you wanna go, you should go.
Ugh, yeah. I’ts complicated. He’s complicated.
yourkawaiiwaifu replied to your post “I wish I had the confidence and strength to realize and take actions…”
what the actual fuck, why did he say no?
Because the friend I was going to go with is a recovering drug addict. She’s very nice and is doing really great at putting her life back together and I don’t know her too well, but I’m so proud of her! He just doesn’t feel comfortable with me being around her. But I really don’t feel like it’s his call to make.
I wish I had the confidence and strength to realize and take actions when I feel like my life isn’t going how and where I want it to. I wish I could move to a random place and go to school. New place, new people, another new life.
I love my boyfriend so much, and I really feel like I could marry him… But he is so controlling.
I really need my freedom. And some vodka. (But that’s not allowed because he says so.)
My birthday is in three days and I want to go out and party!
Just told him that I wanted to go downtown tomorrow after work with a new friend to see a band with her.. He said no. Can he really do that? Just say no? Ugh fuck that. Where do I draw the line at making him happy?
Title: Which to Bury, Us or the Hatchet (Acoustic)
Artist: Relient K